On the outside looking in...A MtoF short by Heidi Benner

I was on the outside looking in...

Looking with a huge grin.
I have a false appearance.
And I just looked at them.....
Wondering what it must be like...
"What is it like to be a woman?"
But I have a fake self I wear on the outside...
I look like a guy but deep down I'm really one of them.
"What can I do to become a woman?"
"To be one of them?"
'Well" I said to myself "I am a woman, but only match that on the inside."
"I need to get on hormones to have my physical self match my inner self."
And so the journey began...
The journey to happiness...