Tuesday, October 11, 2016

I'm nothing but an sex object to some by Tommie Howard


I'm nothing but an sex object to some and an Space Alien too others since I've gender bender this last eight months my family has ostracized me on to death, and a good friend who was a conservative Republican excepted me for the person I am but my friend just died and now I live in a world that is big and vast to me. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere, my wife's family is having a wedding for a family member this month and I'm not even invited matter if fake this same person has gone out of his way to say mean things about me. I've always been a good person and worked hard and been good to everybody. Also this same relative has lots of gay and lesbon contact sometimes on a daily basis but me a transgender lady doesn't deserve to live or I'm demon oppressed as one person called me. So what do I do well everybody can go to hell and I'm really going to become a real woman now even if I'm all alone I feel at least I will keep my self respect and I know who I am now which is more than others can say I'm also a rape survivor from childhood. I'm going to start living my life from now on as little Tommie Howard and the rest of the world can go to the devil, except for a few of my supportive friends and my friend Dr. White who I think has help support my transgender life.

Friday, October 7, 2016

To Those Who Are Unwilling To Accept Me,

                I’m sorry you are unable to accept me for me, I know it’s because of your religion, culture, maybe it’s because you’ve been influenced by others, or maybe lack of education on the subject, or maybe it’s just your own personal belief. I just wished that when we meet, and I promise we will, because people like me aren’t just going to disappear into thin air, that we can put our personal beliefs aside and really get to know one another. You don’t have to understand me or my ways, to like me.

                I’m sure that you’ve heard, “Don’t judge a book by its cover”, that’s all I’m asking. I see myself as a woman, but you may see a man in a dress wearing make-up. And that’s completely fine, just don’t treat me less than you would any other. Put down your hatred for a minute, and you might see, maybe not on the outside, but within, you and I will probably have a few things in common.

                People like us, we go through quite a lot, and we could use another friend!

Sincerely,
Chloe F.
26/MTF/Chicago 

Thursday, October 6, 2016

"Pretend Man"

I never know when to give vs when to give in I'm always wearing myself thin dim lit in the eyes living dark lies as a man who everyone thought they could understand I step back to breath feeling weak in my knees I gasp for fresh air to become more aware that there is none.
-Alexis Marie Davis

It's new for me to be a strong women

It's new for me to be a strong women, as a man I've always been told to grow a pair or man up or "I need a man not a women".
As a women I know I can be just as strong I've came out to a large portion of my friends as a women I know I can do close to everything a man can I just want to be appreciated for who I truthfully am~Alexis
More to my life story will be added soon <3

I had a dream,

I had a dream, I was in a dark room with a girl my age she had the same facial structure as I, we where trapped but I saw an opening in the ceiling I knew I hadmy freedom as a man and it was time to have my freedom as a women I helped lift her to the opening and as she crawled out I woke up! -Alexis